Archive for January, 2010

Thoughts from 40,000 Feet

Friday, January 29th, 2010

Purchase:

We were shopping for new barstools when my wife found it, a white leather sectional.  Listen, there are very few things that my wife and I really need (I can hear my dad’s voice in my head, “son, you don’t really need anything.”  “We need a home,” my rebuttal.  “Why, plenty of people call the streets there home,” his comeback.  “Okay, but we need food,” surely I had him on this one.  “Why,” he would ask.  “If we don’t have food, we will die.”  “Why do you need to live…”)  and of those few things we need, a new leather sectional is not even on the radar.

We are now the proud owners of a beautiful new sectional and we still do not have barstools.

Dilemmas:

Delivery was set for Wednesday (delivery is something you pay for when you live in the city, own only one car and you purchase a huge new sectional).  Not only did we not need a new sofa, couch, sectional thing, we had nowhere to put it and it was on its way.  When the truck arrived I had just one option, the garage.  I moved out the car and moved in the sectional.  Now what to do with the car?  But I would have to solve that after I paid for delivery (which had to be in cash and the driver carried no change).  Thank you to the Cafe on the corner for playing bank with me.

Out with the old:

The only way I was going to get the new sectional in the condo was to first get the old sofa out.  And that we did causing only minor damage to ourselves and our condo.

Another delivery:

A man walked by just as we set the old sofa on the sidewalk.  “Need any help,” he offered.  “No, we’ll be fine,” I lied.  He took 5 more steps and I begged him back.  “Actually, I would love some help.”  So the man, his name is Ryan I learned, and I carried the first piece through the intersection and down the street and plopped it down in front of a storefront office.  We returned and did the same with the second piece.  I paid this delivery man too, and like the first, he took cash and carried no change.

I waited for 45 minutes on the sidewalk, in front of an empty storefront for a friend and now landlord to show up and unlock the door.  That night, I moved the old sofa into my new office.

Need:

Turns out, I did need that new sectional.  Not because I needed a new piece of furniture,  I have plenty of that, too much actually.  That sectional got my attention.  Or maybe it was God getting my attention, why not, a burning bush in the Old Testament and a smoking hot new leather sectional today.

That sectional made me (sure, blame it on the couch), step out in faith and rent a new office for the church and foundation (something I’ve been talking about for a year, and only made happen that day).  And it’s about more than an office.  It’s decision making and confidence and trust in God that he has my family and me where we are for a reason, for ministry, for the church, for the city.  And that office, silly as it might sound, helps me understand all that and to press on.

Help:

That couch made me admit at times I do need help.  “Thanks again Ryan.”   I will rarely, perhaps never admit it ask for it, even though everyone else already knows it, but sometimes I do need help.  Sure, I needed help carrying the old sofa, so what.  I saw inside myself walking down the street with a man I had never met who offered to help me carry my “burden.”  It’s like I got it that night.  I got Jesus.  I get it.

No Return Policy:

I have never been more excited about a sectional…thank God, because the place we purchased it from does not allow returns.  I have never been more excited about Jesus, the church or the city…and I have lots more to say about that.

So next time you come over, or see me in the office, come on in, sit on one of my couches, and I would love to talk more.  This is only the beginning.  No returns.

Don’t Get Too Excited

Thursday, January 28th, 2010

The Jesus Movement. I’m not talking about God’s flower children from the 60s.

At this week’s North Park home church, one item of discussion revolved around the concept of the “movement of Jesus.” We were asked to respond to that phrase with the first things that came to mind. Here are some of the things we said…

  • Counter-cultural
  • Unexpected
  • Peaceful
  • An expectation of unity
  • Intuitive (common sense)
  • Progressive
  • Experiential, as opposed to didactic
  • Inclusive, open

Just a sampling – all great thoughts that prompted some great discussion. And yet… you know what I’ve noticed is missing from the list? Exciting. Adventurous. Earth-shaking.

Do you ever consider how – maybe – we consider too much? Do you ever get tired of pontificating, debating, discussing? All the words in the air?

I’m well aware of the irony here – what is this blog if not a chance for me to wax philosophical?

But there’s something not quite right about the lack of excitement that I seem to share with so many of my brothers & sisters of faith. It’s not that I’m a dull person, or that I’m not easily interested in things. All you have to do is mention an episode of Glee or Chick-Fil-A waffle fries for my face to light up and my energy levels rise. Sometimes I’m too easily excited about the most mundane things.

So, I’m asking – like any good charismatic minister from Mississippi would – where is the excitement about my faith? The kind of energy that leads me to DO SOMETHING? If I’ll hop in my car and drive to Point Loma at the thought of some Chick-Fil-A, why won’t I set foot outside my doorstep when the movement of Jesus crosses my mind?

I don’t have an immediate answer for that. But I do know that there is some significant energy building around what we’re trying to accomplish at Citywalk in 2010. There is a vision. We’ve got a mission. There is even some strategy as to how we’re going to get there. Steve is pumped – that’s contagious. My home church group is speaking up more and more – that’s evidence of something “moving.” There’s a stirring…

I’m reminded of the words to one of my favorite songs that we sing together at Citywalk Sundays: I can hear the sound of a rising generation / Not afraid of love or dreaming of the future / They talk about Jesus & the good things he’s done / Fling wide these gates, let’s see his kingdom come

I don’t know what it might take to make me as motivated about The Movement as I am about The Latest Musical Number on Glee. But I feel it coming on – and I plan to do what I can to turn up the heat on my own spiritual reactions. Next time you see me, feel free to remind me by, oh, say… jumping in front of me, inches from my face screaming “ARE YOU EXCITED!?!?” That might do the trick.

What words come to mind when you think of the movement of Jesus?

The search for contentment

Monday, January 11th, 2010

How do we learn to be content? Once you think you’ve grasped it, even the grasping means you haven’t really got it. Does the absence of grasping means you are content? I know it has something to do with the realization that ‘the grass is not necessarily greener’ and to ‘live in the moment’ and who knows how many other clichés.. all of which indicate this is a universal search we all seem to want to find the answer to.. It’s why Buddha spent so much time meditating to try to find enlightenment, and why the share market is kept alive with so many thinking that more wealth will bring happiness. But does it? We may have different fantasies that we chase, but the underlying search for contentment is the same for all of us.

The apostle Paul said he had “learned to be content whatever the circumstances”. He says “I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through Him who gives me strength” (Philippians 4: 11-13). Perhaps the key here is not the gaining of contentment through anything we can do ourselves, but rather through the strength of God. It is through learning to trust God and tap into the ever constant strength of an all-powerful God that we can come close to contentment.

Verse 14 is a good one to remember too, because it reminds us that our search for contentment is not something we do on our own. Like the rest of the Christian life, we do it in the context of community. Paul goes on to say to the Philippians church community: ..”yet it was good of you to share in my troubles..”. Let’s continue to urge one-another onto seeking the Lord as our source of contentment when so much of this life is fleeting and changing and uncertain. Let’s grasp onto His unchanging and unwavering love for us in Jesus!

“But godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into this world and we can take nothing out of it. (1 Tim 6:6).

“Be content with what you have because God has said: “Never will I leave you, never will I forsake you.” (Hebrews 13:5-6).

Gratitude is an Expression of Love that Reaps Numerous Rewards

Friday, January 1st, 2010

Gratitude is an expression of love that reaps numerous rewards.

When I am grateful, I practice the right perspective of life.

When I am grateful, I am holding love in my heart.

When I show gratitude towards my co workers, family, and friends, I receive gratitude back.

Gratitude is the greatest “vicious cycle”.

When I give thanks to the Lord, He is honored.

When I give thanks for the things God has blessed me with, He blesses me more.

When I am grateful for the little things in life, I can’t help but to be grateful for the bigger things in life, too.

Gratitude is an expression of love that reaps numerous rewards.